She was high as a kite

... Were still together this weekend but Thursday she restless and dodgy and Fri. night out till 3am so sat morning we had no passion only breakfast last and she put me out at lunch claiming she had to work

But I had a vision of her going inside and taking sleeping tabs to get ready for hot date sat night prob same guy as Fri. night so I played alone but went back 3 hours later with all her keys an stuff including some confiscated sleeping tablets which was the main cause (frustration) of her biting me on my arm last sat because as I said the vision was too clear so I did find her there and not at work as she had claimed she would be

And she was high as a kite but terribly distressed cos she does love me very much
I am not fooling myself I never made love ever receiving such love and passion as this woman ...

But alas I broke up with her cos at lunch time she looked me in the eyes in her haze and lied and lied and even when I cajoled to stay the afternoon she chose her drugs and lied so torn and broken after telling her in 19 diff ways what she did wrong I left and vie only been rude to her since. She never went out on sat night in the end cos she called often and Sunday she called but I just say rehab is where you need to be not with me..