Riding with mates

OK I met a beautiful single woman Rene who had clicked yes on me in zoosk.com and had set her hopes on meeting me. Second week in Feb. this happened and we fell in love in 20 minutes but she stayed at my house 4 hours on a Wednesday lunch.

Next time I saw her was the very next sat (seemed like the longest Thursday and Friday of my entire life) we spent the whole day riding in her bedroom 6 to 9am 3 hours then open road and breakfast three hours then her bedroom 4 hours and the rest we say is history.

I was going to leave alcoholic wife for new wife because first affair ever and I don’t do lies I hate them (Yes ironic I became the world best liar to wife since affair ended for good only yesterday not proud and even less so cos she an talky ten years and think things OK)

Anyway did not wanna promise Rene anything but saw her daily for lunch or drinks after work and all day Saturdays for near 5 months (Riding with mates) and even lunch Sundays as I said wife huge sleeper only gets up 11ish on weekends somewhat hung over from a full bottle wine every sat and every Fri. night.

Many sat was 6 to 6 with Rene and cracks appeared early in the 3rd month she admitted she out with a friend snorted coke also I discovered huge amount stilnox sleeping tablets and the confrontations and lying began.. I would have stood by her if she wanted to heal but alas the lies were too much